Depression?

 I don't think I'm having a very good day. I'm not having a bad day - it's not a awful. I'm not even in that bad a mood. I'm just down. I think it's the SAD kicking in again. Maybe. Or perhaps I should stop blaming that, and take responsibility for my own depressing mood? I don't know if I'm control of it though. That's the thing - I'll wake up on a beautiful day like today, with nothing in particular to bring me down, but I spend the entire day in a funk. Is that normal? Is it just me being a moody teen, and therefore I should take responsibility? Or is it the depression taking over, and I should try taking control?

UGH.

Frustration. Annoyance.

Expect more poems.